Gahh.. I need to vent.

Seriously. Today was rediculously difficult. Actually everyday for the past couple of weeks has been that way.

I'm not quite sure what it is. I haven't been able to sleep, or anything. Im constantly annoyed, or worried. And im not even a little aware as to why. Tonight was bad though. Ronnie yelled at me. And I inturn called him an asshole. Which I may regret if I lose my job. He has no right to yell at me! I was joking about his tie, and he freaked. It was horrible. So needless to say I left crying. Ronnie is a perv, see. And he's always talking nasty to me and stuff. And I asked him what was wrong earlier tonight and he said 'nothing, its just that I haven't had pussy in two weeks.' And im like whoa. thats TMI, and nothing that a manager should say to an employee. So I just ignored it til we got into it, and i told my mom about it. Which was a HUGE mistake. She called him and told him to never talk to me like that again, and that making sexual advances to me (he slaps me on the ass, and says that he and I should hook up.) will get him fired. I was like WOW. I didn't even know she was going to call! I mean gosh. I know she loves me and all, but now Im probably deffinetely going to get fired. But oh well.. I mean, If I do then I don't need to work there anyway; if I'm going to be treated like a peice of meat you know.

gah.. Enough of that Drama.

On to new stuff. So i texted holly tonight. I was thinking about us fighting and stuff and I truthfully don't even remember what we were fighting over. I seriously dont want to be childish about that anymore. It was all just crazy. I mean Holly and I used to have some awesome times. Papa Larry's pizza on the way to arizona petes, chinese and scary movies, tampons and pizza guys, Im's and text messages, it was all just so much fun. And i wouldn't trade those memories for anything. So there's no reason for us to not be friends now right?! Well unless ya know. She don't wanna, and thats cool. I don't blame her. Im one hell of a bitch. And Holly, if your reading this.. I'm super sorry about everything. We Dont't have to be best friends or anything, but it would be nice for us to talk once in a while. I hope we can. But if we cant thats completely understandable.

Mikie and I have planned on going out to the mall friday night and check out some promise rings for our 2 year anny. Which is nice, and he even said I can pick where we go to eat! YAY! Teaxas Roadhouse it is! hahaha. I hope our plans stick cause if they don't im going to be super bummed. Yall know how it is, everytime you write something in here its like counting your chickens before they hatch and then things you've planned to do and havent done yet fall through just because you overshot the landing. ha. I seriously hope thats not the case now. Oh, and Mike finally told me what he wanted for our anniversary. Get ready! Are you ready? Its a..... BRAND NEW remote control car. lol. Boys will be boys.

Well I guess I don't have anything else to say right now except for Nilla Waffers, and peanut butter are the best! well comment if you like.

oohh.. like the new layout?! Aint it pretty! I wish it would snow! Anyway im seriously done now. like for real. And I actually feel a great deal better.

Hey. So I haven't updated in a really long time. But i caught up on some much needed sleep today so i am A.Okay to write! Here's a play by play of whats going down, caution its a long one! =)

the Game.

So michael, Kevin, whitney && I all went to the south vs. west game last night. Michael and I were supposed to meet them there, but due to the parking arrangements and us leaving a bit late we ended up getting there at half time. haha. So then we had to hike up to the football field because michael couldn't find a parking spot because he is so iffy about parking next to people because of his new car, that and most if not all the parking spaces were filled. So we ended up leaving and going to get some food.

the Food.

We all decided to go to texas roadhouse. Well actually, it was whitney's idea. But i thought it was great, and so we went. lol. The food was awesome and we had such a good time it wasn't even funny! I can't wait to do it again. AnyWhOzzle. Its getting late and i think i am going to get up and help with the yard work tomorrow. So. Im off to bed, again. Pshh, tomorrow is my damn day off. =) ps; i think im up for a raise! we'll see how that one goes. =)

comment.

dreauh.

My job kicks your job's ASS.

Gawd.

Work 6-10.

Come see me.

no more eljay.

no more fake.

no more boyfriend.

im putting a stop to it all.

Because it all sucks.

xanga. if you must.

i found this on my myspace when i was cleaning it up and i figured you'd like to have it back. b/c i have no use for it.

Last night, Michael, Kevin, whitney && I all got together and went to a movie! we saw taladega nights: the ballad of ricky bobby and it was the best! lol when we were leaving kevin was like 'im ricky bobby!' hhaha. what a dork. anyways. Michael and i cuddled the whole entire movie and it was mucho sweet. he and I are going to carowinds with them in 3 weeks. =) Whitney and I have planned so much stuff to do it's not even funny!

So megan says I should update more, and I did this for her.. so maybe shes's happy. Now, if i could just get that emma to start updating. =) But shes like super busy with work and school and d.mills and everything. so I can understand. =) So, Im still working at foodlion. Yes thats right! I HAVE A JOB.. unlike some people. =) Maybe she should be a manequin. Ya know she can be a professional at pretending to be someone shes not! haha! anyways ima go because the mikester is supposed to come over, and i think i have to go to rio to get food. well love yas!

Drea

XANGA, Eppysgirl. go check it out.

So. I was going to go shopping today. But I didn't want to go alone.
&& My sister had to work so if I would have went I would've been
alone. =( I was seriously thinking about calling Emmalee to see if
she wanted to go with me. But I knew she had 80's night tonight
so I didn't want to bother her. Emm, If you're reading this I hope
you had a wonderful time my dear! && I want all the details when
you get back. Down to the shoes you wore. lol. Anyways. The drama
has subsided except for the usual Bullsh*t at work with Megan Pack
and her husband. She's such a cheating bitch. I can't stand a girl that
will cheat on her husband//boyfriend. It's rediculous. If you don't want
the man your with then you shouldn't be with him! It's that simple!! =)
Also, she majorly pissed me off last night at work when she told a woman
that her husband cheated on her and blah blah blah. Her husband seems
totally nice. && He's never cheated on her. He's faithful, unlike her. When
I heard that I was like 'Didn't you cheat too?' ha. I can't believe it.

♥ ♥ ♥

I've totally tried to be a much nicer person to everyone. But Megan is one
person I just cant seem to be nice to. She's an irresponsible mother, &&
a horrible wife. I will not hold my tounge when it comes to her. I mean,
C'mon now. She took her baby to a party to chase after this 'other man'.
It's all so rediculous. I'm actually tired of hearing about it. It's dumb.

Cheating is sooo not cool.

Well babiies. I am going to go now. I think hamburger helper lasagna
is calling my name. lol. BTW:// be soo proud of me because I cooked
dinner for everyone tonight! && I'm not afraid to say it was amazing.

im done with it.
leave it be.

hahaha your the pathetic one. What do you plan on doing with your life? You can't even hold a job. Haha Just like your good ole dad huh? oh and how are you going to go eat at village tavern when you bums dont even work? hmmm.. I guess Emmalee musta donated to charity.. AGAIN. Ohh and why didnt you come to me with the problem? your the one whos twofaced whispering behind my back. Go get a life, and a job.

im done with you.
shit, i have been for a while && pretty soon daniel will be too.

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